All About Me (For Once)

Damn

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 19:45:54 GMT

so we think that things are starting to look on the up side. All of the kids were done throwing up and the coughing started to slow down. But then bam Ruben starts coughing so much that he throws up again. So the next day we go do the doctors turns out he has asthma. Now I am stuck with 135.00 worth of medicine for him. I have so much medications for these kids that I look like a street pharmacists. Shoot I could provide for a crack feen for a year that is how much meds that I have for all of these kids.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 03:49:34 GMT

I am going to scream! No more please all this damn vomit what the hell I am done with this stupid shit for the next 5 years. Seriously I cannot keep these kids from gettin sick. And my anniversery is tomorrow what an anniversery 5 years and we are stuck holding buckets in our hands for the kids. HAPPY ANNIVERSERY TO US!!!

exhausted

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 18:57:37 GMT

I am so exhausted, I have had like literally 3 hours of sleep for the past 3 days. I am dying of lack of sleep but what I can't stand is that my damn husband who has slept alot can complain that he is so tired. Man I know three things that is very true in a womens life...
1. You will die
2. You will pay taxes
3. And if you don't have a penis you don't have any priveleges

Fucking nuts!!!!!

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 17:36:08 GMT

I am going to go fucking nuts, these kids never get better. It has been 8 fricken weeks and they are still sick with something. Every week it is something new!!! It is like my kids cannot live in a clean environment because as soon as I do a good clean through to get rid of the germs and bam they are sick and with something new every time. My poor Lily now has Pneumonia in her lungs because she caught it from her cousin which was in the room next door to us in the hospital last night. He sounds worse then Lily because he has asthma but Lily was not able to stop vomiting. You know I really hate when people think you are crazy for taking your kids to the hospital for a lil vomit. But they are quick to judge before they know the whole story. Lily was unable to keep any fluids in her and did not have a wet diaper in over 3 hours. Now I think I had a reason to get her there. And because I persisted they found out that it was caused by the pneumonia. Man it is called mothers instincts, when you feel a problem you need to solve it and I felt a big problem and I went through it. Thank goodness I did. Unfornunatly later that night when I finally got lily to stop puking and get some sleep Jr decides to throw up all over the place. He is sick like Lily he has been coughing and swallowing all of his flem. I think he has pneumonia also. This sucks it all happens when you need money the most and you have none! This sucks!!!

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 18:51:53 GMT

Moving

Wed, 20 Jun 2007 21:13:04 GMT

I am so sick and tired of this moving crap in the last 5 years that we have been married we have moved at least 20 times. And now this will make move number 21! Ruben has allergies to penicillin/mold and our apartment is infested with it. So we have move our stuff into storage and find somewhere else for us to live at. So now we are at my in laws house until we hopefully close on our first house, which somewhat sucks because of the past problems that we have and more then likely will have. I just wish that something would just go good and we can move into a place and stay there for more then 6 months at a time. Sometimes I wish we were left in Montana because at least we had our own place to live with 3 bedrooms and a washer and dryer in the unit. I am going nuts not having a place to keep up with my laundry. I mean I have it to my using ability but it is too hard to drag my laundry and three kids around all the way downstairs. Oh well HOpefully!

Pregnancy

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 05:18:34 GMT

Ok, so in May I miscarried and that was hell. Mainly because I was such a long and painful process. Well at least it felt that way because I carried the baby for so long before I passed the baby. See what happened was at 8 weeks pregnant I had an ultrasound done and seen that the baby died at 6 weeks. This was done at the end of March and I passed the baby finally and painfully on May 6th. Now I am 11 weeks pregnant again but luckily this time I am sure that the baby is alive, I saw the little heart beating normally on the ultrasound screen. Thank Goodness, I was going to die if this one wasn't alive! And I am scared that I might not carry full term I have been having dreams that I will get one week till the baby is safe and bam I miscarry. Maybe I have nothing much to do with myself that I get so bored I just think of these things. All I know I hope that this one will be a very healthy and happy baby, let's just hope!